tumblr.

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never remembered to post that up, so yeee.

FUCK. It's 2:43AM and I have school tomorrow. !@#$%^&

The chem teacher emailed me and told me to meet him at brunch to talk about my lab write up. Hellaa trippin out, but honestly, I didn't do anything...except probably helping two people....or letting them copy >> whatev. FMLFMLFML. I don't think it should be anything bad though right? I hate it when teachers or whoever does that, makes me nervous whether its good or bad. Man, I really wish they wouldn't be so vague. Is it that hard to specify. -______-

fuck this.

i have never been so hurt in my life.

fuck this fuck this fuck this.

today.

Currently listening to: 3-Britney Spears

Sucha fun song(:

Today has got to be THE most unproductive day ever. Oh well. I just laced up one of my vans just now, then I got bored. Hahhh.

Something ridiculous that happened today:

So I was surfing my newsfeed on facebook today--I know, lame. And I saw that girl #1 and Guy #1 is now in a relationship. I stared at that for like 5 minutes, no joke. THIS HAS GOT TO BE A JOKE. Now, for those who do not know, Girl #1 is one of my younger cousins, she's like a year younger? I think...No, she's two years younger. Guy #1 is girl #2's ex, my other cousin who's girl #1's older sister (girl#2 a few months younger than me). So I visited them two years a go and girl #2 told me about this guy, and how much she liked him. She introduced me and while I was there for the visit, we'd all go out and hang out. After a few days I went back home and me and the guy talked. They all claimed that he liked me, but I never thought about him in that way. Not long after, girl #1 starts flipping out, and cyber bitches at me saying how I stole her older sister's man. I was appalled. I hate hate hate HATE people who do not know the whole story and just starts bitching at you for...well nothing. It's stupid! So anyways, of course I fought back, and ended it by saying, you know what, this is ridiculous, this is not how I would spend 2 hours of my life fighting over the internet saying unecessary things to each other. But of course, I was hurt, why would she even THINK that I would ever do that to my cousin (girl#2), I love them so much (I get a long with girl #2 much better than girl #1 none the less, I love them the same).

But now, oh ho ho, now, girl #1, the girl that completely bitched me out about "stealing her sister's man" is going out with her sister's ex? That is just plain ridiculous. Well then again, girl #2 can be totally okay with it. But I'm just so surprised, and obviously kinda pissed that she would do that to me, but oh my goodness. Whatever, wasting my time.

black friday.

Currently listening to: Meant to be-Shiny

FINALLY BACK FROM SHOPPINGGGG~

I left around 6:45AM...soo like 10-11 hours of shopping? It was pretty alrighttt. Got a pair of shoes, a jacket, a shirt and a scarf. Not that much...too lazy to stand in line. BUT At Sanrio there were THE cutest earrings and bracelets. asodhga;. I'm so tired though....I had one hour of sleep in the past 42 hours >> FML. gah. It's raining right nowwwww...so cold. -sigh- I wonder if I sleep right now...would I wake up in time for dinner...? Or maybe I'll wake up and it'll be morning...ugh that'd be amazing. OH talking about amazing, I was at Sephora, and they had THE most amazing eyeliner...I forgot which brand...but it was so perfect for your waterline, I was super surprised. Then Two-faced had these three really nice eye shadows. Super shimmery and cuute. I like NARS' Orgasm Collection, their blush is really nice, but is it the more shimmery it is...the better the orgasm? They had a "Super Orgasm Blush" or something along the lines of that and it was like x2 shimmeryer than the normal orgasm. Pretty funnnnyyyy. Today was funn, I'm gonna go put some sweats on...brrrrrr.

back.

Got back from the family just likee 20 minutes a go. It was super fun, buncha cousins and the little ones were on like turkey/sugar rush the wholee time. It was great, I gained like 20389529386 pounds though >:[ so so so so SO much foood Q-Q greeeaaate. Leaving in like 3 hours for Black Friday, fuuuunn. No sleep for me tonight, woop woop. Hope everyone had a safe, warm, and fun Thanksgiving~! (:

stay alive.

Currently listening to: All over again-Jackieboyz

I just watched Stay Alive on Syfy, and I got to say, I got pretty freaked out...I won't be playing any video games anytime soon that's for sure. Hahaha, my brother and I had our faces burried in our hands half of the time, we're such losers :P BUT WHATEVER.

My mom is being SO unreasonable right now, I'm not saything that cause I'm a teenage girl and I always say those kinda stuff...I'm saying this right now cause it IS. I was about to take a shower, and she goes in and was like you don't need to shower. OKAY, if she really wanted to shower, she could have done so while I was watching Stay Alive. Not like she was doing anything. Pftsh, and she said I have bad time management.

meh.

Currently listening to: Wedding Dress-Taeyang

These past 3 days has been the most stressful, busy, and mentally draining days so far this year. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and so we only had 3 days of school this week. But of course, they piled what felt like EVERYTHING, all together. Or maybe I just have a bad schedual. A math test, chem quiz, chem lab, an in class essay all in the same day?! I am sooo tired.

It haven't been the best week in many ways, I've never felt so bad in my life. It seemed like everything I did was wrong, even if it wasn't really a big deal, people would tend to make a huge deal out of it. My parents are being pretty nosy lately too, gets on my nerves. I can't wait until Thanksgiving tomorrow, and Black Friday shopping on Friday with Amy(:

I watched New Moon today! There were A LOT of middle school girls there, and as expected, they screamed EVERY SINGLE TIME Taylor Lautner came on screen. You really just want to turn around and scream SHUT THE FUUUCKK UP! Goodness. But I gotta say, it was pretty amusing. The movie was not bad, but not my favorite. I did not really like Twilight either...personally, I think that the books are SO much better. Hahaaaa. It's cold.

TIME TO CLEAN MY ROOOM.

Wants

I want to go shopping):

I want to buy lotssaaa stuff

I want dsk jewelry

I want to pee

I want to sleep

I want my heater to work

I want to find my phone charger

I want school to end forever

I want life to not be full of wants.

Hahaha.

Currently listening to: Where are you Christmas -Faith Hill

IT IS FINALLY FRIDAY. YES YES YES. I didn't notice that it was Friday the 13th until 7th period today. Oh, it's been a long week...

It's my dad's birthday on Sunday, and I don't know what to get him. Mmph.&I really gotta get my community service hours done...I have 0/6 hours ): fail. I can't wait for the Holidays, it's sucha happy time of the year...for the most part. I hate waking up in the cold though...stupid heater.

I've been so obsessed with green tea lately. I'm practically living off of it. To think the caffine should help me out -.-" I haven't been out much lately either :/ mannn oh man. Holiday concert is coming up fasttt. I can't wait, we're singing fun songs. Formal is coming up too. Busy busy. FINALS are almost here, which means one semester is doneee. The year is passing by fast~

really now.

Currently listening to: Gift of a Friend - Demi Lovato

I think I'm going to start writing what I listen to while I write my entries. Usually these are the songs that set the mood, or more or less inspire me to write.

Friends. People who you get along with. People you trust, and love. Simple, right? More or less. Is a friend allowed to yell at you when they are in a bad mood? Sure. But when you try to comfort them, should they say that this is not how you comfort a person? No. Who are they to know how you comfort a person.

Reassurance. Is that not a type of comfort? But because there is friendship, there is understanding. We will understand that they are in a bad mood, and will not put it to heart. Trust, understanding, and patience. Three things that follow up to happiness and love. Whether it's your family, your friends, your foes, or just plain strangers, we should give everyone a chance to tell us their side of the story. But whether their voices are heard or not is up to how loud they are (haha, not literally!), and how open our hearts are. Don't close your heart up to someone just because of one occurrence. Understand their story. After you've thoroughly thought about their rights and wrongs, forgiving them is always up to you. Don't blame others for lost friendships, before you point fingers at others, point at yourself. It takes two hands to clap.

Woah woah woah. Does this post make sense? I dunno. BUTTT IT SOUNDS SMART DOESN'T IT (: Haha no, but really. Friends are God's gifts from up above. Treasure them, they're the ones who truly make a difference in your life. Without them, where would you be now?